I sit there, staring. The noise fades, as all I can hear is ringing in my ear. I look around at all the people, laughing, talking, being happy. And I feel a pinch of pain, right at my heart, for I don't feel these great pleasures that everybody else does. For I am just sitting there, nobody looking at me; being ignored. And I wonder what it's like, to be happy all the time, and to not have to fake smile everyday and act happy.