Have you ever wanted to die so bad, wish that nobody loved you, so you could just kill yourself?

Have you ever wanted to cut so bad, wish that the razor went deeper, so you wouldnt have to make 20 different cuts?

Have you ever wanted to starve yourself everyday, wish that you didn't have a roaring growl and pain in your stomach, so you could be that "perfect" skinny?

Have you ever just wanted to lock yourself in a room, never leaving, and just rot in there, till you are no more..?